things just keep getting weirder and weirder and i'm treading on dangerous ground. or so i am told by others. what will i do with that??? I love sitting here deliberating. no i don't. just when I started to tell myself, no that's it, your not playing this game inyour head anymore it comes and smacks me- wham! talking could make things awkward from here on in, not talking will make me feel weirder. My stomach is upset. not because of this, but because I think I ate something strange.